exams

long time no update!

I've been so busy. too busy.

too many assignments

too much to study

SO much stress

A thesis to write

Personal problems to take care of

Shopping needing to be done

Dealing with emotions about Glasgow

... just too much to handle...

so i've been a way for a while.

BUT

I'M BACK!

My last exam is on Thursday

and then i plan to:

Swim,
Relax,
Have fun,
Catch up with my friends
AND
work on thesis (the down part, i know)

Until then i'll cu later!

much love!
xxx

beauty

Every one who knows me knows that i like to watch the top model series, especially the australian and canadian versions. I dont love the show, but i like to watch it because it is interesting to understand other people's perceptions on beauty.
This is just a composition of my thoughts on what beauty means to me.

What is beauty?

BEauty is the look of happiness on a young child's face when she finds her doll
Beauty is the sound of laughter
Beauty is the taste of an exotic food, delicious and beckoning
BEauty is the feeling of love
BEauty can change
It isn't fixed
It is in the eye of the beholder
Beauty is who you are
Beauty is art
Beauty can be the face of a lady, seen by a lover
Or a well run sewer system, seen by a worker
Or even the purr of a cat, heard by a lonely woman
Beauty can be anything to anyone
It can be the sound of music, ringing in the ears from a soprano's melodius note
Or the beat of a rap star
beauty is who you are
It is what you believe
It raises you above the world
It is something even greates
It is the dream of Martin Luther King, Jr.
It is the declaration of equality
it is the sound of prayer
Beauty can be simpler, too
A little girl on the playground, watching a crowd taunting her
But standing firm as a rock, solid, strong, not afraid of anything
It is a smile
Asqueeze of the hand to say 'I'm here, it's alright'
Beauty is who YOU are
When you don't let anyone push you down
and when you can say " I am me, I can see the beauty of the world
I am the beholder
I am beautiful"


Just some thoughts. What does beauty mean to you?
much love y'all
xxxx

what were you doing at 2:30am?

that is what i was doing. fun, fun, fun!

21st bday

So i am now 21! and legally an adult everywhere in the world. I can drink, party hard and generally have no restrictions what so ever!

How do i feel?

Pretty much the same as i felt 2 days ago lol. I guess the whole 21 business will hit soon.

How was my bday yesterday?
just one word:

FANTASTIC!!!!

Just a sum up of my bday weekend:
Friday i spent with the family at my mum's school (they had their summer fair going on and i was selling tea and coffee from 10.30- 3)
In the evening we went out to eat chinese.

Saturday morning i went to Sliema (the major shopping town in Malta were all the brand named shops are; Zara, Topshop, BHS, MArks and Spencers etc etc) To spend my bday cash and so that my sis buys me a bday gift. I got a ton of clothes and things i totally need for Glasgow.
In the afternoon i just chilled and took a longggg shower and did my hair.
In the evening i went out with my best friends from a great meal ( and a surprise cake - chocolate with the best icing EVER!) I was so touched by their actions and their words on the card that they gave me and the presents. They moved me to tears. I was just so grateful that i had friends as great as them. Thank you gusy so much, for a great evening and a great bday! really one of the best!

Sunday - Well lol it is kind of slow today all i did was vacuum our house and mop the floor. But my dad - being the greatest chef that i know- is preparing a meal for my and my family, which i really can't wait to eat!

All in all, i was expecting this bday to b a downer and totally quiet. But i was so surprised that it wasn't! It was actually one of my best bdays, and definitely one i'm gonna remember!

xxxxx
much love!