i feel empty.
I dont know y, but i just do. I feel like nothing is in my hands and everything is spinning out of control.
I'm not depressed. I'm just empty. Can anyone else understand what i mean, it's hard to put into words. It's like I have nothing to live for and everything to lose and nothing to gain.
I miss everything about living alone in Glasgow and then the next second i'm so glad i'm back home.
I miss everyone and nobody at the same time. I want to move forward but i dont want to simultaneously.
in circa 8 months i qualify and enter the working world. I've been in this career for 3 years and suddenly i'm doubting that this is what i want. I dont know what i want any more. i LOVE, LOVE social work... yet i am so doubtful about everything!
I'm usually so certain in my life choices... why is this happening to me? What is going on? is this a phase? Is this what being a final student means?
I need to see the bigger picture.
I need to see the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.
Whatever it is that is missing... i just hope i find it soon...
much love,
xxx
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- just a 20 yr old girl documenting her student life :)
2 comments:
I completely 'get you'. I constantly find I am questioning myself and my actions. Whether they will make a good impact or not? I am not religious but I just trust that I have been working towards this for so long so it is done would good intention of a good outcome.
Remain positive. It is my only advice. What you do makes you happy or would never have done it :) xxx
hey
yes i do believe this is a phase. one that i have been through so many times and probably will continue doing so.... actually im certain i will.
all i can say is hang in there. i do not know a better person than you who is better suited for social work. you can do it and do so brilliantly.
always here if you need to talk ok
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